Maggie @Maenad@witches.town

dear lats: if you do not start behaving you are off the workout rotation. seriously you cannot tense up so much that I get shooting pain and then expect me to strengthen you.

also whyyyyy is this hot pad not heating up

if I still smoked, my cigarettes would smell like cloves...

my soap smells like cloves, my sugar scrub smells like cloves, the oil I use on my face smells like vanilla and cloves

CLOVE ALL THE THINGS

Shoutout to the woman in the goth shop who correctly identified me as queer and told me that it sounded like I was talking about drag when I talked about going out femmed up.

I think about you every day.

WHY DO WE ASSIGN AN EMERGENT PROPERTY OF A PERSON AT BIRTH SO THEY CAN BE PUNISHED AND CORRECTED EVERYTIME THEY DEVIATE RATHER THAN HOLDING OFF AND LABELING IT WHEN IT EMERGES?

AHHHHH

Me as a baby bi: why are lesbians so much quieter and angrier than cis gay men?
Me ten years later:...oh

"Walk up" is like...a campaign designed entirely to foist some of the worst of adult sexism (the expectation of women to do the emotional labor/ feeling for all around them) onto teens, who have a distinct set of sexisms they're already facing.

Dammit, i woke up mad about gender again

taking the day off work, doing some leveling quests in WoW

dude and I finish Stonetalon mountains at the same time and his mind is just blown :O

Fuck, there's fucking antivax rhetoric on my fucking facebook.

.1 mile between the bus stop and my house

2 strangers stopped me to tell me I was very beautiful

When did I become a Hot Girl :TM: and how do i turn it off?

okaaaaayyyyyyyy I think I actually need to take my temperature

either migraine + fatigue are interacting badly or muscle soreness+dizziness are pointing to something bad

I apologize in advance for fever maenad

So one thing you learn as a "modeller" is the adage "all models are wrong, some models are useful".

And I think that applies to mental models, too.

It is impossible to understand a whole thing, you can understand parts of it. It is important to realize the limitations of your perspective.

💜

(this thought not triggered by anything in particular, just thinking about insights I might share in a blog format if I were to write a blog)

I might go home early actually

got here 3 hours earlier than normal

broke for lunch and noticed a leak in the ceiling of my office

currently in exile in the lab for a clean place to eat and dry place to computer

hmm

remembered baths exist

going to make myself hot chocolate and have a hot bath and :O

admittedly this is after I get home :(

need to find a way to be productive in the next 3 hours