A less positive thing though is I slammed my cane down in frustration last night and now my palm hurts. it feels like it'd be bruised but there's nothing visible on the spot.
It's been an annoying reminder that I'm not always kind to myself. It wasn't intentionally done to hurt, but just a lash out in frustration which now feels similar in my mind anyway.
idk.
self harm, I'm okay don't worry Afficher plus
@Maenad moreso venting, I don't do that often and when it comes up it's faster than I actually think about the thing. but I'll keep that advice in mind
thank you for the concern