I hate working as a software developer.

I want to quit.

I don't know what else to do for a living.

There's nothing I WANT to do.

It's not that I don't care anymore, but that I haven't cared in so long that I've forgotten what it's like to care.

I don't even want to write any longer.

I wish my wife would divorce me.

I wish I could just turn my back on the world.

Even suicide is more effort than it's worth when I'll eventually die anyway.

I don't expect sympathy.

I don't expect understanding.

I'm just venting.