Okay I actually am getting pretty fucked up about this surgery thing. Holy shit. It's kind of like I need to relearn all of my coping mechanisms or something.
Places we've gone today: 1 - if I can't do anything and I'm going to hurt forever I may as well start drinking again 2 - if I can't work out I should probably starve myself
I am not going to drink (and hopefully going to avoid opiate addiction).
Eating a balanced diet that doesn't make me feel more like shit than I already do is going to be a challenge. Especially since cooking is hard when you can't stand.
-, alcoholism, ED Afficher plus
I am not going to drink (and hopefully going to avoid opiate addiction).
Eating a balanced diet that doesn't make me feel more like shit than I already do is going to be a challenge. Especially since cooking is hard when you can't stand.