@Luuhann Nope, and double-nope.

It's hard to live, to find what you want to live for, what's a meaning you can give your life, etc...

But by no means it's the end. Whatever you've lived through may leave scars, marks, but what's ahead is waiting for you to take it.

I don't mean it's easy. It can be tough. It often is. But, make some projects, try, get motivation by daily means or thanks from friends. People online might help you a lot too if you have troubles.

I do not wish to tell you casual things that we all hear everyday. But future is bright, it's mainly a matter of finding you way, which is the hardest thing to do.