Mean Otter now at elekk.xyz @Lapis@witches.town

@Paragate now this needly plant that gets all over my clothes and bag (though my dog will purposely rub up against it)... I haven't figured out how to get rid of it. It is excellent at thriving.

@Paragate I've never understood the hate for dandelions. I find them beautiful even when they're all over my yard.

Look, I get that everything is a social network. And social stuff isn't new. But something weirds out about the idea of #migrainebuddy wanting me to add friends (tbf it's not annoying like fb.). There's a "notify your friends on migraine buddy when you get a #migraine" toggle. It's not like I don't share my #migraines with sympathetic friends occasionally but aren't the people who need to hear about how awful they are the ones not on the network (spoiler: not having them)?

@alice kinda wondered myself.

@Qwyrdo I mean other than writing challenges and copywriting, what do you want to write? Do you particularly want to blog? I think it's okay if you don't.

@Qwyrdo People still liked/ (and I think still like to some extent) those authors. I mean Dune? I know not to go too far (I was told to stop after the second book, which I still haven't read), but I know I liked what I read of it. He had an interesting style and worldbuilding. And Asimov is p. influential despite his dryness. So there's that. There are worse authors to model yourself after. Like Ayn Rand, where you can spam people with the Galt speech for trolling purposes because it's a wall of awful text. 😋

@Qwyrdo TLDR: Try to write every day, but if you cannot for health reasons or something like that, please cut yourself some slack. You could try writing microfiction with various tags if you would find that more manageable.

@Qwyrdo I think it depends. I enjoy writing. There are stories that haunt me like ghosts. But there are people that say if you don't write everyday, you aren't a writer. I agreed with that when I was 20 and other than a couple things, relatively healthy

Personally, with spoon theory, as someone who is disabled, I don't think that's fair. I'm not that bad at time management. It's not like I piss away my time on pointless endeavors. But that doesn't mean I have the -energy- to write.

Writing is supposed to take sacrifice, but I don't believe that means you'll write every day. Strive to of course, but it may not happen.

Me in email: can I please have a new bus pass, transit authority? The keychain containing my housekeys, bus pass and student id was lost somewhere likely on a bus.

Them: our office is at x. You need your student id. K thx bye.

Me: *hits head against wall*

(If I'm lucky I get a new student id today but tomorrow or Friday is more likely it's a good thing my brother has extra bus passes because otherwise I would literally have no way to get to school)

I just finished reading Amparo Dávila's "La celda" for class today (would have read it yesterday, but I had that burnout). I... I don't know what happened, if she's "insane" or actually being raped but I don't like it and I'm not sure I want to go to class. And no, I can't seem to confirm. I can only find people's homework, not clearcut explanations of the story. It's clearly not a popular one. I'm gonna go take a xanax... 😣

I was thinking about the #sonicthehedgehog movie. I'm personally hoping it will be a speedrun voiced over by expensive actors. How about Liam Neeson as #Sonic everyone?

@sato1108ss I called again a little bit ago like they said to and it hasn't turned up. I just filled out the form to replace my student id, and emailed transit authorities in regards to my bus pass. I'm hoping it won't cost too much. x_x There is very little I can do on campus without my student id.

Okay, I literally cannot articulate how much better I feel. I feel achy, but I don't think I understood that I felt achy before. 🚨 Please guys, take some time for yourself doing activities like crafts or writing or reading, especially if you have Not. Done. So. In. Days. 🚨

Got the first full migraine in 3-4 days. (That's an improvement). Once I recover a little, I think despite all logic I am going to put off homework and give myself some me-time, because I am severely lacking in that.

@sato1108ss Thank you. I'll try to be, but I'm really dependent on all those things, so it's really hard for me. Anxiety skyrocketed.

@sato1108ss Thanks. I called the bus but I'm out of luck for a few hours at least. Orz

FUCKING GODDAMMIT, I THINK I LEFT MY KEYS/BUSPASS/STUDENT ID ON THE BUS!!!! 😡

For example I keep opening tusky when I intend to open anki. They don't look anything alike to me. I don't even think anki was in that spot previously.