Mean Otter now at elekk.xyz @Lapis@witches.town
I like crochet, books, learning languages, and research. I'm a little shy, so please be patient with me.
At elekk.xyz now
@tjbmurph No answer yet, but at least there is all the tea I can drink. 😋 I am beginning to get worried that I haven't heard from them, but on the other hand, I myself feel much calmer if that makes any sense.
Time to try burning off some of this energy despite being sick! 😀 #workingout #workout #exercise
@auntiekiki Yeah, looking at it, I sent it after 8, she may have already started her sessions for the day. That'd make sense.
@auntiekiki I hope so. She usually returns my emails pretty quick so this is unusual.
Ok. Haven't heard back from psychiatrist. On the bright side, my tea has arrived, and I have a pound of chai tea among others! Wonderful! #tea
@alice Thanks. I'm trying to figure out if I should go to school. I don't feel like a danger or anything so I assume I don't need to be committed (hope not!) but I feel like... Disconnected? Like at first I thought my autism had leveled up as I was doing everything extreme. But while I think it will have the same end result I think this is mania.
Sent text to therapist. Not entirely sure what to do in this situation. I hope my meds aren't out of whack all of a sudden...
I'm not bipolar but I feel like the best way to describe my current mood is "manic". Not sure what that means for me.
@roastbeest I can't draw a picture, so I would best describe it as "look at a picture of Thomas the Tank Engine and murder him with pennies in your mind". I googled "anthropomorphic train" but I'm actually not getting anything helpful. Nothing scarring my brain yet though. There's clearly a niche to be filled here.
I had a #flashback to an assembly in kindergarten. We were assembled because they wanted us to stop pennying train tracks. Because we would derail trains and it would be bad and I swear to god I remember a derailed train with X's in its eyes. Why didn't they just tell us that it was dangerous? I was certainly messed up as a kid, but I think that made me want to penny tracks more.
#thingstoponder #greatquestions #childhood #smallstories
@alice Good luck to you then.
@alice The Good Life.
Maybe the source of my lack of ambition is my secret desire to be a farmer? #StardewValley? (No I'm not playing today no matter what)
@gannet Hang in there! I do like your strategy though.
Good morning everybody! I was anxious about something but after I took my anxiety med and clicked the email to deal with it, its not nearly as bad as I thought. It's hard but sometimes try to get your courage up because you never know until you try. <insert inspirational message here>
@gannet No -see- this is why we should have gone #assortedcraftsofvariousmaterialsandwidths!
Hey #Yarnuary people! The hashtag poll has produced a result that’s been consistent for days and days: #fiberarts
So, go forth and tag your #fiberarts accordingly come February, plus any other tags that might be appropriate, like #needlefelting or #knitting or #sprang or, you know, whatever it is you’re doing.
Do people want me to come up with general optional monthly themes? Because I can continue to do that somewhat indefinitely if people would like (I might recycle them eventually).
@alice Maybe I'll do that.
@alice if only I could catch pufferfish! Orz
I'm not going to, but the first thought when I heard about the Luau in #stardewvalley is "I want to poison it". What's wrong with me? 😈