Juni @Juni@witches.town
Moved to octodon.social
sie/ihr; she/her; they; elle
My BF wants to know why I did not text back when she invited me to tabletop games tonight. I know exactly why; it is because of that dude who was also there. He kept misgendering me last time, I have no hope he will do better anytime soon, and besides, I was not too fond of that guy in the first place. He is your textbook white cis rando, all boasting and entitlement and unfunny jokes on other people's cost. She likes him.
There is no way out of this. I am falling silent again. That is a problem. I can not always be honest, but people want explanations. They are not random people, they are my friends, they deserve explanations. And I can not explain without possibly hurting them. That is when I choose to be completely mute instead, which probably hurts them even more. There is no way out, see? No way out.
Back. Do not know how or for how long. But yeah.
Jesus: god gave us a fundamental tradeoff between speed and power. A gear ratio is a way of paying friction to make this tradeoff. Now, followers, if you'll unpack the kits I've provided, you'll see all kinds of fun parts to build gears, pulleys, and levers of your own!
Mark 3:15
Bad dysphoria for the past 5 days. No pride days, absolutely none. I'm tired, wanna sleep.
My bank account is overdrafted by more than $500 and I have critical bills to pay. Please help if you can? https://www.youcaring.com/malloryhancock-781641 or you can use $surviveandthrive on square cash and venmo or tehribbit at gmail on PayPal. Thanks.
Walked around in the Pfälzerwald forest today, met virtually nobody, just some butterflies and little rodents. This beautiful cool and clear little creek is called Isenach. https://witches.town/media/bC0rU2aaqPEh6me-nOg
TALL GIRLS
BOOST IF YOU AGREE
Stop Ignoring Bigotry Just Because You Like The Person Preaching It
SIBJBYLPPI
Easy acronym
My latest makeup haul contains lip cream whose colour reminds me of an industrial lubricant my father used to smear on basically everything that needed improved gliding capabilities, preferably big nuts, threads and screws. I loved the dark-greyish-silvery texture of the stuff even when I was a child, and today I can paint my lips in that colour. I love being grown up.
Yes, I do have a twisted sense of colour.
In other news, I bought makeup I can not afford. It was satisfying. It is beautiful. Je ne regrette rien. https://witches.town/media/CCOxZV18zaftd30BviE
selfie, eye contact Afficher plus
Friends, I find myself with no other choice than to ask for help. My partner and I desperately need money. She is in the middle of medically transitioning; here in rural VA the situation could get ugly quickly if we are unable to pay our rent, electricity, or car payment.
ANY amount that you can give, as well as any way in which you can help us get assistance (including retooting) is beyond appreciated. I'm willing to provide any kind of proof imaginable.
The drugstore sales person loved me. They gave me a hand full of perfume testers. I think I am going to scent out truly mixed signals in the next few ... months. https://witches.town/media/55geXmWMYKootxZGF0g
trans stuff, facial hair Afficher plus
selfie Afficher plus
Being trans is not being defective because it indicates unhealthy hardware, like a keyboard with swapped keycaps/wrong layout, not broken/defective hardware. The keyboard is wrong, but you learn how to deal with it, but everyone insists on telling you it's wrong. And so you want to make it right. And that's dysphoria. And if ppl didn't, you wouldn't feel dysphoria, but you'd still know it's wrong, and getting it fixed would make you feel euphoria. Trans ppl who don't experience dysphoria are those with f1 and f2 swapped - it's minor and not very important. But fixing it still triggers euphoria. Boost to make a dysphoria-less trans person happy. #trans
Painted myself a face before breakfast and shower today. I like it.