welp, feeling 100% like shit...
One person I have a crush for clearly doesn't want to hang with me, I'm still shy af so our discussion are shitty and I get why she wouldn't want to speak to me... Also I know her since at least 6years so I don't want to stop talking to her, but I really should.

Also, I go skiing tomorrow, my appartement is a mess and my sister and dad are gonna use it while i'm gone, I also haven't started packing and I really have no motivation.

I'm a mess. My life is a mess... Why is everything so hard?

I'm not sad or anything... It just can't continue like this