So this particular mindworm started when someone started talking about their boobs growing more and more, and it brought up all of my feelings about that again.
According to external validation I have some pretty great boobs, but I have the weird trans thing on me where I think they're just inadequate and look weird a lot of the time. I also inexplicably want them to be larger even though they're like at the thin end of the "able to buy from any random store" size now.
I want them to be formidably undeniably great and kind of in everyone's face because I have this thought that having undeniable boobs force people to acknowledge womanhood.
HRT and boobs Afficher plus
@Josephine @alyx See, I have a 36DD, which is by most standards pretty great, and they look pretty great too. I also might just have a frame that's slightly larger than average - I'm a little worried that once I get near my goal weight I'll start to see my ribs.
The feels I have are almost all around having to live with them (and be ashamed of them, thanks cissexism) for 20 years before I transitioned and didn't get to enjoy growing them from scratch.