@MadeByGlamour hey. I hear you. Poor disabled queer in a North here. I would like to offer words.

Having no perceived use to a capitalist society isn't the same as being of no use. Seek out the people that keep being in your life and enriching and ask them why.

You are not here to be useful. We are all here because little screaming parts of genetic code, that are older than we have been upright on 2 legs, are compelled to exist.

You exist, and that is enough. You are enough.