Filene 🌠🌠🌠 @Filene@witches.town

So anyways, it's breakfast, and while grilled, was making me think about physical fitness. That "I"can't grow unless my body grows.

Last night,I realized that every scary-sexy thing my hero thinks of has to be what is indulged in. Everything, personal and understood as a direct calling to her. That there is an unmistakable physical context about more than the words.

Like, talking with your hands could work, too. Learning ASL even as one way to communicate the word physically instead of verbally. These hand movements can be eerily intimate or express another environment's language, which might not need words.

I just wrote for about an hour about three different and related topics. But I didn't get to my story notes.
I thought something like, "..."

Read her phone's hex before she passed out last night. Great timing, right?

I'm facing a lot of struggling in the past day. I'm getting this sinking feeling that we're in a dead-end, with no escape. Like discrimination, capitalism, and poverty will ensure that the life we want to enjoy with some security, might actually be stuffed with separation and wage slavery.

I really believed I could make a large income from erotica and writing, but the pace I have now is so glacial that I don't feel I'll ever get back on the horse. I've had a small stint last week, but I'm so unbelievably mired that I'm struggling to feel safe.

How many of you make ends meet through your self-owned business?

@kara I was worried about us running out back then. Thank you, btw

@kara_dreamer I guess I thought it could be Papyrus, too..?

@kara I always thought the American helium supply came from nuclear power. Huh.

@kara_dreamer It's pretty crude, and its subject is unsolicited..
Maybe report or delete?

@guerrillarain wow, rough.. I hope to hear things work out for you.. :x

So tired. Better sleep before my bed or my late early am pills catch up with me. 💤

@egypturnash Yes, I will channel this. What's not to love about a discount and ideally some stranger getting a blessing today?

@guerrillarain Oh, wow.. Been there, and I saw a lot of others in your replied saying something similar.

I'm not sure what it boils down to, too. Hearing it from you & others, I would say I felt some sort of "intersectionality discrimination score" going on, with some calculation of visibility times duration times suffering from discrimination. Like "I'm not as queer as the queer woman kicked out of home at 13."

I guess the only thought that gives me some relief is that the only time I felt "expertise/authority competition" was during some capitalistic objectification of human life and values.
I'm still suffering with it in some other ways today. :x

@guerrillarain I'm not sure, since a hundred folks will give you a hundred definitions of Queer.

Since I still want to give you an answer, the best I can do is thus: Queer ultimately described anything 'out of the ordinary.' But 'the ordinary' was essentially whatever a dominant narrative in the culture said so. This meant that all sorts of 'deviants' would get called queer, even if each one's subcategory isolated them. Queer as a self-applied label in this sense, would be a rejection of this assertion of 'normal', and to call it for what it is: an attempt at assimilating everybody into an ideology. Such queers would be aware of whitewashing, etc.

@guerrillarain aren't you at least an anti-assimilation queer, though? Is this only about a sexual/intimacy/romance angle? :o

@guerrillarain your excitement comes through so well in your photo! #cutewitches

@guerrillarain sorry for misgendering your boss. :( I wonder what's going on in management town. Sigh.

@guerrillarain WOW

I bet he comes up with that idea "himself" in a week..