Filene 🌠🌠🌠 @Filene@witches.town

@guerrillarain 😳 😊 💓

@Ulfra_Wolfe @Cascadiarch this is an amazing, sublime relationship. Bless this universe 😣

This is the first time in awhile I've felt good posting a selfie.. My hair's condition leaves me feeling super dysphoric: I wish it all grew out and back already... Plus I was really sensitive about looking vain for taking a picture at all.

I didn't expect to get any sigils or for it to be channeled, which gives me a very humble and grateful bit of pride and confidence. 😭

Thank you, #witches ;___; <3. 😂

@kara_dreamer that might be for the best. I like that, too! Each person's different. There's something about an interaction being completely random that is an intelligent statement to people trying to "game" feelings (pick up artists)

So, with a bit of makeup, no wig or hair accessories, I have a new profile icon. I'm eagerly awaiting my hair continuing growing out..
Also new: a header from an #Ema ( #絵馬 ) a friend offered to send back to Japan with a friend, a present for my 29th birthday.

#cutewitches https://witches.town/media/_ShhH3JKOUXoxb-OQOg https://witches.town/media/3702hW093kzLx1SwJPo

@kara_dreamer I really like this idea, too. If there were a way to negotiate possible dating between random people at the bar and the PCs, I'd be even more appreciative. No idea how to do this without a human meditating the interaction..

@kara_dreamer I'm sorry. :(

@transfaerie I'm still recovering from abuse, and guilt was the tool my abusers manipulated. "Having anything nice" I was also banned from, and that included masturbation. Times have changed.. :x :)

@kara_dreamer is it too late to have it removed? I know some irradiation makes that impossible, and that might be beside your father's wishes.. :(

@transfaerie I'm glad your strong boundaries are keeping you safe from people who'd push and ignore them. Until you're in a safer spot, I'm grateful you're making sure things can change. I'm sorry, eight months without sex makes me think you've had eight months without intimacy, either.. :(

@noxy is there any message on Birdsite I can retweet for visibility for you?

@kara_dreamer This is horrifying, Kara. I don't know what my prayers for you and your family can do, but I'm making them..

@transfaerie I've been having some sexual and masturbatory shame lately. Like it's not a self care I deserve to enjoy, much less one I CAN enjoy.
I've recently read a study that correlated masturbation frequencies with reduced cancer risk.. No idea if they accounted for stress, though.
Sleep tight, and kindness be.

@I_am_journei I'm sad you're still less than halfway you your goal. Do you have a Twitter I can retweet for this? :o

I'm glad for the good news about your approvals today, though!

I make my own #Tarot layouts. @SiliconDawnTarot is wondrous.

To break through the clouds (5) fortifying the vault (1) holding the gifts (2,3,4), with the threat paralyzing me in the darkness (6). There's a rescue "behind" me in 7, waiting to spirit me away when my gifts are liberated, with the future I'm meant for (8) and both this future's seed and solace until then (9).

1: The Devil (15)
2: Ace of Wands
3: 6 of Wands
4: The High Priest (5)
5: 7 of Swords
6: Princess of Swords
7: Queen of VOID (some liberation)
8: History (X)
9: 4 of Pentacles https://witches.town/media/1HHC06Hg3qzuHDSZIX8

@noxy I'm in a similar boat where I had to cut off contact with my mom..and essentially most of my family. You saying you don't feel better, but that it's one less problem to worry about, are my sentiments exactly..