@edensaesthetic Hey. I can't buy you much time if the hour's that nigh...., but maybe I can if you get yourself to a hotline. I'm not getting through these rough times alone, and nobody should have to. The future is worth saving, your future is worth saving.<3 :x
I don't know anything about UK hotlines, but these people recommend the Brighton & Hove switchboard.
tel://01273204050
From http://www.prevent-suicide.org.uk/lgbt_resources_brighton_and_hove.html