On ther other side, my partner already broke up with me once, bc of the distance but also mainly bc I was always having anxiety attacks when I was coming to see him (but it wasn't bc of him).

He came back to me and I agreed to be with him again. But my trust was kinda brocken...
The distance is now a problem for *me*. We can't see each other much bc money and I don't feel close to him anymore.

I mean I still have feelings, but my ex feels more like a boyfriend than he does.