It didn't end too badly with my ex. I regret things I did, but the breakup somehow improved our relationship, even romantically speaking (we're still in love with each other).

One of the reasons we broke up didn't disappear though, and it's: him not imagining a future with me. I'm mentally ill and heavily struggle with my studies. I tried a number of them, failed all. I'm not financially independant, can't rly have a job atm.