i guess bc if you live in contingency and vulnerability, where's the all the way to get folks too; like, what's the other end of perpetual crisis and what does it look like to get there.

it was like..... October? November? The last time one of us had a crisis which required mobilizing insufficient resources to fend off material harm, so not so bad that we're back to a (different) version of that in January.

'us' being this handful of people who i am mapping like spokes (inaccurately, a bad map!) around myself, 'us' being 'the people i have to pull more scraps of functionality to help' but, realistically, a broader us has never mustered those resources either.