but do i 'identify' with JP's judas except through my aspiration to wear extremely sick leather jackets all the time? who knows.

i think maybe the thing with Lampion is, besides he's cute and sad and i love worrying, he is both strictly prohibited from loving people or more properly 'being in love' by circumstances such that it has become personality and deeply desirous of or possibly in the habit of doing so

he's, like, 'good.'