@Eve Yeah, you definitely get a flood of feelings early on, both because you're doing something big, and because your brain has new hormones flipping some switches.
In the first months, I definitely was so obsessed with finding differences, and I think I did imagine or exaggerate things. But when I settled down, not only did my expectations and perceptions get more realistic, but the changes sped up. And when I wasn't searching for it, little things felt great, like seeing a woman in window reflections when I wasn't trying to force myself to see one.
I'm at 9 months HRT right now, for context.
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@Eve @ikea_femme my boobs, which are quite ok now, didn't start to get to where they are today until about 7 yrs maybe? i changed regimes a few times, injectables and the like. progress was slow, but looking back at like, year 2, i changed a lot for the better since then.
one time my ex (7 yr relationship) was like, haha, we looked way worse when we started dating