⬢⬡⬢⬢ Mia ⬢⬢⬡⬢ @Dauntless@witches.town

squid goals

When the finger points to yonder shitpost,
the fool will not look at the translator's notes.

Shunning the field broken by Wave.
The shadowed girl whispers,
"Surely, I will return."

Alas, the truth unbeknownst.
Awaiting her at work tomorrow,
a shitton of caffeine because she's already been up way too late

THAT'S RIGHT YOU EXPECTED SELF-PITY AND GOT SHITPOSTING

NIGHT Y'ALL

https://wielant.neocities.org/ I WAS LOOKING FOR THE TEXT OF THE EPITAPH TO WRITE A KINDA SELF-PITYING POST AND Y'ALL I THINK I FOUND AN ARG INSTEAD

Real talk: some day, I still want an excuse to say "I'm not alone, but I'm not a party either" in a multiple context.

WELP TIME TO REVOKE MY .HACK LICENSE I GUESS I HAVE TO WATCH LOG HORIZON NOW

I still keep a save right before the Undyne the Undying fight. I like to imagine it as her and the kid, in a little hollowed out stone arena somewhere in the middle of a forest on the surface, somewhere they keep secret.

And then the fireworks fly.

Not really to get better, even. Just to have the joy of sparring, and to become better friends by spending an evening throwing lasers at each other.

Because hoooooly fuck, that fight is the good shit and I will always love replaying it. The music, the patterns, the way the patterns sync to the way the music evolves... It's incredible.

"Well good, because I HATE YOUR GUTS!"

That's Black Rose in the first episode of .hack//SIGN, and the moment that I think I realized that I could be more than just a function of some boy's desire to get off. She outright rejects, in the first episode, the idea that she is just a love interest. And she does it while holding a sword as big as she is.

I think that was the moment that I realized fiction could be more than just dumb love stories between a straight boy and the first girl he sees, too.

Undyne speaks to the part of me that was obsessed with fighting games. I felt like if I could just get strong enough, then people would have to take me seriously. This fucker can't say I don't exist if I can perfect-KO him, right? But that's not how the world works. And it made me fucking miserable when I lost.

But Undyne is the positive side of all of that. In her strength, she doesn't have to care what people think. She's respected, mostly, not feared. She fights to protect, not to destroy.

A better role model than Marisa Kirisame, anyway. But without a body, you take what you can get, I guess.

Maaaaan, I wanna play Elite now. Or, as normal people might call it, Space Trucker Simulator 2517

switches off all phone notifications

hopefully this will improve my stress levels slightly

relatedly, expect a couple hours of delay if you try to get ahold of me

Why does everyone need everything from me always immediately. I'm so fucking exhausted I just want to tell everybody at work to fuck off and let me DO ANYTHING

when the cuddling gets fluff, the fluff get cuddling

I really wish I could make a browser extension that converts all those gushy posts about girls to gushy posts about boys (without making everything on the internet incomprehensible). *sparkle-eyes*

Girls are cute, yeah, but it's embarrassed delicate boys that make my heart sing. 💙

That kinda hazy sleepy feeling is nice when you're laying in bed on a weekend morning but I wish I could shake it off and have the energy to do much of anything but curl up around pillows and sleep

Castlevania: Combat Evolved