CursedConfetti @CursedConfetti@witches.town

@kemonine

Mmm well I have no desire to monotize mastodon, beyond server maintenance. But I'm always hopeful to find community I feel at home with,

Possibly I'm thinking of maintaining a mastodon.social and link all my various monetary stuff to it and shift my hexed horchata acct to be more personal /local level

@kemonine
Yaaaaa, at the same time I try to minimize that as I dunno, I kinda feel odd with that. As if I'm making content I'll be using mast and steemit and reddit possibly

On one hand I do want to stay (fairly) anon, but that's keeping this status quo of isolating

On the other I do wanna be open (generally) about who I am as a public performer, and do want to meet ppl who of my general tendacies that I can build trust with in the pnw area

It's weird because what an impoverished position I've been in as I'm not comfortable yet doing public sex work, buuuuut I do like posting lewds and not hiding my body

I'm still kinda confused how I'm wanting to go forward and about with profiles on mast, particularly if I start selling clipshows and stuff again soon

In retrospect I'm thinking all this twisting and indecision was kinda bipolarproblems and in the weird spot I've been in from isolation lol

@theoutrider

@codl

I'm now having memories of my old punk house where one of my roomies kept a Carlo rossi bottle in her room to piss in

Her room was the closest to the bathroom....

Soo, I downloaded a widget to show moon cycles and I've noticed my hypomania bubbles around the full moon which makes me cackle

@girlonthenet
I talk a lot on #sexwork as someone who's survived on it for ~4 years. But generally it's more firey stuff here, as I like this space to be as I am without performing for any audience

@arottenmeier
I feel like the queer ppl who have come of age since the late 90s to like 2020 are the wildflowers that grow after a forest fire

My answer now to the avns and why I don't give a fuck about them rlly is where is there scholarship

For how long they've been an awards ceremony

That paints such a clear and obvious goal for legit infrastructures and communities for sex workers and erotic providers in the future

I just learned about the scholarship program from rent boy from this trans guy who is my host in this city and I'm so firey and pissed now

Also, shows a perfect goal for future sex work projects

When one perpetuates the myth that sex trafficking is more common than sex work as survival in this capitalist system, they spread the dialog that has put hunger into way far too damn many people

All these attacks on advertising sites have empowered hobby boards and cartels of men wishing to exercise power on marginal lives

But I see a future in a web that is as decentralized and automous for our needs that we can make