I sometimes wonder if I'll go the same way Robin Williams did: fighting for ages against his terrible depression, only to eventually lose the fight despite his best efforts.

This is a lifelong ordeal...and in some moments--especially in moments like tonight--I fear I won't make it...

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@ayachan
10/10 pain doesnt mean you aren't going to see the morning, it just means its the worst pain felt by all that outrageous fortune up until that point

Sure no one is gonna be running a marathon at a 10/10, care is needed

Same goes for the grey, and the step above that into ideation. Experiencing a 10/10 just means you are in pain and that is the only thing that needs to mean

You gotta lotta community here, you have a lot of space to be cared and to heal girl