@ayachan
10/10 pain doesnt mean you aren't going to see the morning, it just means its the worst pain felt by all that outrageous fortune up until that point

Sure no one is gonna be running a marathon at a 10/10, care is needed

Same goes for the grey, and the step above that into ideation. Experiencing a 10/10 just means you are in pain and that is the only thing that needs to mean

You gotta lotta community here, you have a lot of space to be cared and to heal girl