@abbycakes Remember when you did a drug? Did you have a spiritual experience too? I get spiritual experiences on weed but I've never done anything else psychoactive.

@ElfLord I did! A couple of times. I actually had a long moment in which I had convinced myself that I was god and my friends were like yup you’re god and I stood up on the couch and looked down from above as god but then I got over it and got back down again to squirm on the floor and cry to pretty music

@abbycakes That sounds like the memory of a lifetime! I've cried to music so many times on drugs lol I wish I had the balls to take a psychedelic. I was offered it and at that moment realized I didn't want to because my anxiety is pretty regularly very high so I want to fix that first before I do it. Also I'm bipolar so I'm afraid it's going to make me worse, like, permanently but I don't know if it works like that or not. Does it work that way?

@ElfLord it was a really good trip! I have had reallllyyy bad trips too. Those bad trips came about as a result of deep-rooted insecurities or anxieties concerning my relationships with other people. While awful in general, even those bad experiences served a purpose in bringing to light really deep issues that I hadn’t been aware of. As for your mental health, I’m not sure about bipolar disorder.

@ElfLord I’ve read that psychedelics can cause psychotic breaks that lead to schizophrenia, but I’m not sure how credible those resources are and there’s really not a lot of credible sources or studies to reference anyways. So ... 🤷‍♀️ I know that I, personally, benefitted from psychedelic use.