@Sylvhem

It's really weird mix of feelings, like they just accepted I may as well not be seen again and just move on, but as they should given that I ghosted but that was after 4 years of feeling so excluded from it all

@CursedConfetti :/ What do you plan to do?

@Sylvhem
I don't know, I'm still couch surfing. I'm still (trying to) escort to settle into a place but things are so slow

I tried steemit.com but doesn't seem like I'll gain traction there with what little I have

I wish I could cam again, but my huge struggle last year was chasing after that hope even though I just really needed to get a computer /web set up because I've always been that tightly living rent to rent for so long

@CursedConfetti :( I hope it'll get better really soon for you.

@Sylvhem
Isolation really has fucked with me but fb weirds me out too damn much and trying to be friends with coworkers is to be a creeper at best

And I know it fully is an internalization of bullshit, but I'm too broke to bother making friends. Like the only key is to figure out a way to move into a new place etc etc the cycle keeps going