@LottieVixen @mallaidh Haha yeah, gotta know your drugs. XD

Have you tried meditation? I have and while it's not as effective as adderall I think it helps a little bit. :/

@Angle @mallaidh then....why do opiates help with focus?

I have but it was super hard (see impossible) without my then partner, forcing me to do it....eugh i wish i could just i cant make myself do it.

@LottieVixen @mallaidh Do they? I mean, do you have experience with opiates helping you focus? And which ones? Under what circumstances?

@Angle @mallaidh circumstances i don't know

erm well when I tried H for the first and only time (i guess that's not a good thing to base this off so lets forget that)

Codine.

first time, I managed to actually code something without getting side tracked.

second time, same thing

third time watched youtube videos amazed with the fact I could focus, spent a lot of time crying too.

@LottieVixen @Angle yeah codeine is just, hard stuff and the effect is really just slowing you down as i understand it

@mallaidh @Angle for me it heavily helped stop as i call it

"multiple tracks and trains of thought"

usually with this i'll be on one train of thought, if i jump to another (by choice or not) I lose the rest.

they all move really fast :(

Codine (and H)

those trains and jumping between them doesn't cause the loss of the others! I can kinda trace things back and keep things in my mind, it's really nice to be able to do that

@LottieVixen @mallaidh Hmm. It might just be that you have a weird reaction to that drug - it's fairly common for reactions to vary. There are some people who have stimulants put them to sleep, for example. :/