Dreading going to work tomorrow. On friday my project manager told me among other bs how if women dress 'provocative' they can't expect people to not gazing at them. The little detail that I get harassed by perfectly unknown men while wearing broad clothing that hides by body form doesn't interest the machos there.
If I protest because I get sexually harassed, or people shout some mysoginist bullshit, then I get told I take everything too personally and that I am sensitive. Seriously, I should have quitted at lest 6 months before now from that sexist inferno.
sexual harassment, mysoginy Afficher plus
And because of that I can perfectly feel how I am loosing my mind, how I begin to feel like I don't belong to this world, like I am wrong, like I should better be dead. Like a part of me knows I should get on sick leave and search some better place where I am treated like the human being I am, and I can just be myself, while another part of me sometimes wishes to end all this in a drastic way.
And at the same time I feel too exhausted to do anything.